Sitting once again waiting for Dora to visit with with mom. These visits break my heart. She was actually happy to see mom today and affectionate towards her. It can be hard for me because i always feel like i have to defend our relationship and bond. But Cinderella seems to have the same kind of connection with Rachel. There is just some kind of unexplainable bond and I'm ok with it. I just need to remember that our relationships are different and that that bond doesn't diminish the bond that I have with either of my girls. (spoken to myself) These are painful days...
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